Call me weird, but i feel a bit awkward when i get comments that tia's chubby, semangat, debab, and tembam. what, do you mean my baby's obese? dahla i failed breastfeeding. are these people honestly commenting her cuteness or trying to rub it in my face?
So being the paranoid mom i am, i browsed thru old photos of tia (which are not THAT old)..her hospital photos when she was 1-2 days old. and her scan photo too. Tiana has appeared chubby since she was in my tummy. since that 36weeks 4D scan when my gynae commented 'macam chubbyy je baby ni'. and most of her hospital photos show a cute round faced baby. i have a round face. and i was that chubby when i was small. so as a self reassurance...tiana's not obese. but i still dont like the word chubby and tembam. ntahla. perhaps as a girl, its awkward to hear that. the same feeling if you get comments like this-"ee muke awak dah bulatlaa". sedih kan? but its subjective la kan. yang ini baby. nanti pandai2 la mummy die kasi die exercise when she grows up.
So here are photos from my iphone, on her first 2 days of precious life..
|Tiana fresh out from the operation theatre.|
|Tiana had those white spots all over her face. hubby said they're called 'milia'. disappeared after a few weeks.|
|with her then swollen sepet eyes fresh out from womb and milk crusts around her lips (cuz her mom macam a bit messed up masa tu)|
|mummy's morphine supply. press button everytime rasa sakit. which made tia sleep the whole day esoknya. no wonder my milk supply macam ngokngek.|
|me attempting breastfeeding. nips masih okay. esoknye terus bleeding -_-|
|tia's fresh face after her first bath. dari newborn smpai sekarang sukee mandi.|
|View from my hospital room in HKL. jelak gila tengok sampai 4 hari..but at least no need to come back for mother and baby checkup.|
|nights of sharing the hospital bed with hubby. hospital kerajaan takde extra bed for hubby.|
|some parts of the night he slept on 2 combined armchairs:-/|
|see...tiana was already round faced when she was a newborn. belum tambah susu formula ye.|
ok thats all. hugs!