Saturday, May 7, 2016

Behind each Tutu Dress or Birthday Outfit.

My saturday morning is filled up with the usual chaos, just like any other day. my husband is not gifted with a full weekend- he has to work a 6 day week. This affects me big time too because after 6 days of at least 12-14hours of full on babysitting, chauffeuring, cooking and all that housewifey, eherm i mean.."house managering" jazz...anyone could easily go a bit wacko in the head. 

this morning, which is a Saturday by 12pm, i have accomplished as below all in 3hrs:
1. fed kids breakfast
2. bathe and dress up kids 
3. completed a rush order 
4. cooked lunch

I mean, honestly...the routine makes me sick at the end of the week, i cannot lie. of course everyone needs a break. sometimes i fall into depression, sometimes i think my marriage is not  working anymore because at the end of the week i will be emotionally, physically, and financially exhausted and honestly..i did it all on my own so i really don't understand what good his extra hours are actually doing for me and the kids.

Anyway.

Nowadays, i put my whole heart into my birthday outfits orders. i am beginning to experiment with a lot of new designs. the final finished product gives me such a great feeling. like i have accomplished something great. and receiving feedbacks and comments from likers in fb and instagram makes me feel happy and appreciated.



It became a therapy for me when i feel really down and it keeps all these ridiculous thoughts at bay. it has become a way for me to stay strong and same through the long week.

So yes, i really appreciate it when people trust what i do and feel happy with the outcome i give them. behind each birthday outfit, there's always a story on my side.the more detailed or more beautiful it is...the more complicated my thoughts were and i really need to translate them all into happiness. in a form of a birthday outfit. hehe. it's just part of how i cope. 
 




Thanks so much for loving what i do:) you have no idea how you're helping me reat my thoughts:)

2 comments:

  1. That queen of hearts tutu is gorgeous! Maybe you can do a princess line tutu collection. Girls would go insane!

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  2. That queen of hearts tutu is gorgeous! Maybe you can do a princess line tutu collection. Girls would go insane!

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